And, in a funny way, each death is different and you mourn each death differently and each death brings back the death you mourned earlier and you get into a bit of a pile-up.

In England and America people tend to graze all day long, but I think it's such a waste to be constantly picking at food because you then can't enjoy a proper full meal when the time comes.

And, in a funny way, each death is different and you mourn each death differently and each death brings back the death you mourned earlier and you get into a bit of a pile-up.

Also, in a funny way, if you have been happily married there are no unresolved areas, nothing to prove to yourself after the other dies.

I never have plans for the future as you never know how things will turn out.

In fact I am quite snappy and irritable, and I don't know if I'd like to make myself worse in that respect.

You don't go around grieving all the time, but the grief is still there and always will be.

I was a quiet teenager, introverted, full of angst.

On the whole, I prefer Christmas as an adult than I did as a child.